In this world, there are sheep and wolves, sheep dogs and the alpha wolves, black sheep and lone wolves. What are you?
If you’re not willing to change, do’t ask someone else to. Why make someone understand you if you’re not willing do understand them.
Remember, we are all human.
ALL Humans are selfish, greedy, self justifying, ignorant, and stubborn. I don’t care what sex, color, or religion you are. Humans take, steal, and kill just for their own personal goals. Even me. So remember that when you try to justify what you’re doing is right.
You need to be High
Just because movies and love stories gave you high standards doesn’t mean you should change them when you found out that the world isn’t like that. Keep your high and unrealistic standards. Maybe the one you find wants to live up to it. The only thing is, they could have the same standards as you do.
What I would give…
Just once would do. To find someone who actually means it when they talk about their feelings about you. If I could find that one person. I would never let them go.
Shit is still Shit
We can try and try, but we cant change who we are. You can change the way you walk and talk. Deep down inside you’re still you. So am I.
I’m over the “LOVE” thing.
I give up. I wasted too much of my time over people that wanted me to be their “everything”. Made every sacrifices for them. Spilled out my soul for them. Pushed everyone else away, just to be with them. Then after everything is said and done, YOU just drop me just like that? I’m donebreaking my heart, done with wanting and looking for something thats doesn’t even exist. Maybe, “MAYBE” one day someone will want to tell me they have feelings for me.
Whatever the hell that means! If they want my heart, then they need to show me theirs first! Because I forgot what my heart looks like.
I bet you could name two good friends right now. Friends that you could spend all day with. Going somewhere, but not knowing where. Talking about everything and nothing. Now try and remember who were your friends five years ago, or even ten years ago. Can you remember their names? Their faces? Are they your friends today? My point is to enjoy the time with your friends now, because in a week they may not be your friend anymore. In a month they could be just another face in the background. The truth is our friends make us who we are, and what we’re not. Make the best of the time you have with the friends you have now. Even if you do loose the ones you have. The future brings new friends.
Forget what I said about giving up on love…
When I was younger, I told myself that I would let love find me. My heart was full of warmth and hope back then.
As I got older I learned that you just can’t wait for something to happen for you. You need to look for it. Thus my heart took flame and shot for the night sky.
One relationship after the other held promises of something more. But each love story ended in faded works. A falling heart ripped a hole in my chest.
It hurt too much to even smile, let alone for a reason to get up the next day. My cold heart froze over.
(still not done)
If you are reading this right now, then you’re one of the
few people I know that really even give a crap. This is
my life story in a nutshell.
Born premature/ I have asthma and a hole in my chest/
I HAD dreams of being an artist/ I am INC/ I WAS
agnostic/ Now I TRY my best to live a holy lifestyle/ I
practice martial arts/ I hate to fight/ I know I’m stupid/ I
have been looking for love forever/ I have only a handful